Well my dream I remember was like I was going classes with my mother but weird thing is now my classes are where my school is and now mother school is also there as she's teacher my friend who is medical college is also there and his father too as if medical college is near by I meet him and his father I talk to them but I suddenly starts to feel weird depressed, angry , alone we talk for some time but how thus area have bears and then his father talks about marvel comics and movies and I say they are banned and start to towards my classes but instead on my way which is similar to route of my school I reach my village house where I spent my most of my time reaching there I also feel alone and lost and I remember in my dream them treating me differently before when I was kid in my dream that how they treated me as outcast but there when I reached they were treating me different I was feeling alone and frustrated they all asked me to do art some asked me to draw circle on hand someone asked to draw rangoli I remember telling something to them if had known before I would've done better then I remember lights were to bright there too much like on doors even on 3 tube lights on ceiling placed vertically a one place and it was bright enough to make feel lil blind but then again dream shifted to some where else where some women was angry at me cause maybe something happened that lady showed me a video and I was most probably at Coaching and the video that lady was showing was of birthday where kid was cutting cake and doing it different piece but then he flipped it over and started Licking cream in that video but as he was done picked a piece and started to eat cake with that boy but her mother who was that lady showing video was angry at saying why you did that and all she said a dog didn't get cake cause you did that and I was like did it cause your kid is traumatized he's all alone look at him he needed a company and you are here shouting on me you are angry at me for eating cake I will pay and then that women got even more angry and me I felt all frustrated with build up of feeling alone and all then I was feeling weird a lot weird I went outside too meet a man who was working for me and then that women and someone called him rat in that rat was someone who fight for money so I was angry that why do that cause I thought he will kill if got paid to kill me but he makes understand that he won't do it before leaving I call him talk to him and hell tells I have to do it job pay me a lot but still and then I start to go but remember I forgot my bag then I go take it but suddenly I'm even more frustrated maybe cause I see a girl who is supposed to be my girlfriend she's busy with her friends and maybe I'm angry cause even if she's here I'm feeling alone then suddenly they say it's off and start to go home and then boyfriend of her one her friend comes who is a guy I don't like I'm real-life she and her friend and that guy start to go home while she invites me with go with them but I can't I just feel disconnect she takes me but even looking at her makes me mad and even more alone so I'm not keeping with her so that dude as always starts to make my fun which drives me even more crazy and as we reach end of the street I slap my girlfriend and say as if you care and then I wake up
Dreams are complex and can reflect a variety of emotions, experiences, and subconscious thoughts. Here’s a breakdown of some key elements and themes in your dream:
Feelings of Isolation and Loneliness: Throughout your dream, you express feelings of being alone and frustrated. This could indicate a sense of disconnection in your waking life, possibly related to personal relationships or your sense of belonging.
Shifting Environments: The transition from your school to your village house suggests a movement between different stages of your life or aspects of your identity. The village may symbolize childhood memories or a simpler time, and your feelings of being treated as an outcast could indicate unresolved issues from the past.
Conflict with Authority and Social Expectations: Your interactions with your mother, teachers, and peers reflect a struggle with authority figures and social norms. The conversation about Marvel comics being banned could signify restrictions or pressures you feel from your environment, possibly hinting at a desire for freedom of expression.
Art and Creativity: The requests to draw or create art point to a desire for self-expression, but the pressure to perform and the feeling of inadequacy may indicate anxiety about meeting expectations or being judged by others.
Frustration and Anger: The encounter with the angry woman and the child’s birthday highlights feelings of injustice. You seem to feel overwhelmed by others’ reactions and expectations, which exacerbates your sense of isolation.
Relationship Dynamics: The presence of your girlfriend and her friends illustrates feelings of jealousy, inadequacy, and a longing for connection. Slapping her out of frustration emphasizes unresolved feelings related to intimacy and communication in your relationships.
Fear of Betrayal or Violence: The concern about the man called a "rat" and the implication of violence suggest anxieties about trust and betrayal, possibly reflecting personal insecurities or experiences that make you feel threatened.
Overall, your dream seems to depict a struggle with feelings of loneliness, frustration with relationships, a desire for self-expression, and the weight of social expectations. It may be beneficial to explore these feelings further in your waking life—consider reflecting on your relationships and any stressors that may be contributing to your sense of disconnect. Seeking support from friends or professionals could also provide clarity and help you navigate these emotions.